Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Ok thanks to my dearest pal Jen, she made this very nice video of me and D.C.... So now let you all see this video...please do not puke and be jealous ok! Lol!!!P.S : This is specially dedicated to my darling...thanks for being there for me always...Love You!
kittylover feeling feeling at 7:08 PM
Ok as I said before I have made the craziest buys here in Austria....think this has to do with the kind of crazy life I am leading here...everyday its always work then back to the apartment to rest...friends have told me besides work, you only get to smoke,eat,sleep...well...its not that entirely pathetic...at least on Saturdays I will still go to town for shopping and relaxation...
Hence it's here I bought my bikini...it's in my favourite colour blue....and best part this design is by Kylie Minogue....
Nice? Ok I know I am fat and I might not get to wear it but it is very nice and cheap over here...think if you get a set in Singapore it will cost you almost $60-$80...but I got this for less than $40...worth it right?
The next crazy buy is a pair of slippers....this pair of slippers also happen to be in my favourite colour and I am a sucker for any type of shoes...and anyway this happens to be the most expensive pair of slippers that I own....cause it cost me abt $60. Why so? Well it's from Tommy Hilfiger....
Well I simply love it and no it's not imitation from Thailand ok...I am happy about these two buys...and the best it matches...bikini and slippers!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 1:58 AM
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Ok....this is a true friend test...got this from Ber's blog and find it interesting...take the test and see how well you know me...get it all correct I will ask the princes and princess in Punggol to lick you!!
Create your own Friend Test here
kittylover feeling feeling at 3:39 PM
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Ok before I get more friends worried about my previous post, I am perfectly fine...maybe stressed and abit blue but I AM NOT having DEPRESSION!The song in my blog is specially dedicated to all my friends out there...
Need to thank all the friends that cared for me during this difficult period...without you all NaNa will not be able to continue this route...so now I shall do a little tribute to all my friends :-
Ber - Thanks for always being there for me, encouraging me, talking to me...knowing you as a friend makes me feel really wonderful!
Lena - Thanks for cheering me up! Must learn to be strong and let the past go yeah!!
Jen - Thanks for all the little video you have done, even though sometimes you make me really mad at you but to me you are still my buddy!
Noris - Thanks for all the encouragement...talking to you always makes me feel more confident!
Jaye - Thanks for all the encouragement you gave me...I will try not to be lazy and make myself pretty yeah!!
Alvin - Thanks for all the help you gave me Kor! Talking to you helps me understand lots of things better!
Serene - Thanks for all the laughter and gossips that you shared with me...even though you are vulgar at times but I love it because you are you! You never fail to make me laugh
Joan - Even though you did not talk much to me now, you little tag note touched me...love you ah lian!!
Don-tris - Even though we seldom talk now, it's great to know I can always turn to you as my listening ear!
Zekai - Even though you are busy, it's nice to know you are always around!
Calvin - Glad you finally able to stand up and be happy...keep it up ok!
Gary - Am really happy to see you grown matured...you have changed alot...keep up the good work!
Jaron - Am gald to see that you are finally able to stand up...talking to you is a comfort because you are a great person. Hope to see you happy and bitching again!
Ben - Finally you got well, thanks for all the care and concern you gave me!
Cindy & Ken - You all are the cutest and funniest couple I known...please continue to love one another ok!!
Des - Well you changed alot from the first time I known you, hope you will be able to find happiness!
D.C - Thanks for all the support, care,concerns and love you gave me...without you I can never make it this far...love you always darling!
And last but not least to every friend that I have known...you all are the best and you made my life more wonderful and colourful!
THANK YOU ALL! LOVE YOU!
kittylover feeling feeling at 3:14 AM
Monday, May 21, 2007
Went to town yesterday to take a walk...Always been cooped up in the dungeon everyday to work then back to the apartment to sleep...this life is going to drive me nuts!Hence we went to town in the late afternoon cause had some work to do...Ginny did apple pork chops for lunch and it's very nice! Love the sweet apple sauce...then we went to do some clothes shopping before we plop ourselves down in a cafe to eat ice cream and have a drink...when all the shops are closed, it's pretty fun just to relax, chat and watch the world go by...
After lazing around in the cafe for abt an hour or so, me and Gin continued our window shopping...then we stumbled upon a place which is huge and has a very nice garden full of roses,tulips and other flowers...felt so happy to see so much flowers! Took alot of pics but silly me, I forgot to take the cable along with me to Austria so I got to someone to help me download it from the memory card before I can post the pics here...(My lappie has no card reader also cause it's old but free so cannot complain!)
After sitting there enjoying the scenery and fresh air, time passed by real fast...we manged to ask someone what that place was and guess what? It was an old palace and now its owned by the government...no wonder the garden is so big and the place damn huge!! haha!
Continued our window shopping and we then stumbled upon another side of the town which we never walked before...and there are many shops which sells stuff not too expensive...cool...next time we are going there to shop...hiak hiak hiak...saw alot of shoe shops, a very huge Zara boutique and others...think D.C will be shaking head right now...
Well must say this trip to the town was really worth it...found another sight of Graz which we never saw before...ohh yes...they have very very huge parks for dogs! I mean HUGE ok for dogs to run...if my 3 kiddos are here..I am sure they will be very very happy...they even have vending machine that sells paper bag for owners to pick up doggy poo...cute right? each paper bag cost euro5cents...now this is what I call dog friendly country...wonder when Singapore will be like that....
Talked to Calvin on msn just, he is very different now, able to take things easy and stay positive...another person who has grown matured is Gary...learn to curb his fiery temper and get on with life....keep up the good work! Remember whatever happens, life still goes on and I will always be here for you if you all need a listening ear ok!!
Also talked to Serene (aka piggy aka my online lao por) for awhile, then I started to ask her a question which quite startled her...I asked her if one fine day I am gone, will all my friends miss me?
Serene immediately started to nag me, saying I got nothing better to do than to think of all these nonsense...I told her well death is nothing to be afriad of...we all have to die some day and I never find it a taboo to talk about such things and also, one will never know what will happen in the future....I told her if I die, I want the funeral to be filled with all my friends and family. No one should cry as I do not like to see anyone sad..I also want to have lots of tulips and lilies all around the place as I love them...I also want to be beautiful so must dress me nicely and also make-up nicely and hair also done up...die also must die pretty ma!!
And also I want to see my dogs everyday...they must be well groomed....(Serene at this point of time tells me, you are so ma fan..want this and that...then you better dun die so early!) and also remember to put all my favourite food, drinks and ciggies as well for the offerings!
Ok before I get scoldings, I better end it here...
P.S : Before you all think I am suffering from depression, I am not! I am perfectly fine!! No worries yeah!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 2:33 AM
Thursday, May 17, 2007
SSDD...same shit different day...seems like everyone is so unhappy with their jobs recently....but because of fiancial committments, everyone just bear with it.Here is Austria, every sane person is beginning to loose it...more and more shit happens everyday and we are just suppose to take all of it....work load is getting heavier and so is stress level...really pity some of my work mates here...everything is just getting more crazy.....
Do not know why but for the month of May, everyone seems to be having some sort of trouble, be it affairs of the heart, family or work... *double sighs
Hope after this month, things will be more smooth....
kittylover feeling feeling at 2:52 AM
Monday, May 14, 2007
Dedicate this post to my mum...was Mother's Day yesterday and I called to wish her...Mum, ever the very cute character....told her my problems that I faced over here in Austria.Mum will still be mum, no matter how naughty,rude,rebellious I was, she still love me the same. Every time I would disappoint her and yet in her own ways, she will let me know she is always there for me...of course she will be angry and be shouting and screaming at me but deep down I know it hurts her just as bad. To a mum, once you are her child, you will forever be her child no matter what...and like what my granny always say :"Rear a child 100days, you will always worry for them 99days." That's how great parents are!
Talking to her yesterday brought tears to my eyes...because not only I missed her, she also comforted me when she knew how terrible I was feeling...telling me not to think so much and told me if I really cannot take it just go home. Of course asked me to talk to my aunt first. But no matter what is my decision, she will support me.
Just feel so good to hear all these...for those who do not know, I always been the rebellious child, not wanting to listen to her and made many mistakes in life. She was still telling me yesterday if only I listened to her last time, things will not be that wrong for me...well I told her I was sorry but I also told her, if I did not take this path, I will not know alot of good friends and also will not know what I have did was wrong..she agreed..haha.
Well after the talk I felt so much better..she was even ready to talk to my aunt if I can't do it...I told her one thing...I am grown up now, I will settle this problem. I told her I call to let her know so that there will not be misunderstandings as I still respect my aunt.
I think she also felt that I am different now, at least I am no more the rebellious person, always calling her to talk about things.
Oh yes I called my granny too and wished her...really nice to talk to my granny! Telling me about how she was recently and all. Told her about what happened over my side, she told me the same as what my mum told me..
Anyway just want to say MUMMY I LOVE YOU!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 5:01 PM
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Nana is very tired...tired of all the shit there is here in Austria...till now I have not gotten my long overdue allowances. Money to alot is not an issue but to me it is an issue...it's my money...why can't I ask for it?Anyway to cut the story short, my boss is now out of this project and does not want to care anymore...politics and more politics...after that scold me for writingthe email to ask for my money, say I always try to act smart which in actual fact I am not and so on....told me to quit if I am not happy...at the moment I really wanted to tell her ok I Quit!
Of course I did not, because when my aunt is angry, best is not to say anything and let her scold...after that dressing down, I was feeling very upset...really spoilt my whole day. Talked to D.C and D.C actually asked me to go back if I am unhappy here. Told me that rather I earn more and not around always, asked me to get a job, earn lesser but we both strive hard together and see each other more often...that is really a sweet thought.
Still decisions got to be made....I have been giving it a serious thought and has decided to talk to my family and aunt before I tell them my decision...
kittylover feeling feeling at 5:12 PM
Thursday, May 10, 2007
NEVER HAVE I BEEN THIS ANGRY!! THIS BLOODY ACCOUNTANT (WE SHALL NAME HER MISS H&M BECAUSE SHE THINKS SHE IS HIGH AND MIGHTY!) REFUSES TO RELEASE MY OVERSEAS ALLOWANCE TO ME BECAUSE OF SO MUCH BLOODY EXCUSES! IT'S MY ENTILEMENT, IT'S MY SALARY, WHAT RIGHTS DOES SHE HAVE TO HOLD ON TO IT?I ALWAYS TRY NOT TO ANTAGONISE ANYONE AND DO MY THINGS. BUT SHE HAS REALLY GONE TOO FAR NOW! JUST BECAUSE SHE THINKS SHE IS THE PET OF MY DIRECTOR EVERYONE HAS TO BE AFRAID OF HER...BULLSHIT!
I MAY BE NICE BUT I AM NOT TO BE BULLIED! DO NOT LET ME LOOSE MY TEMPER OR I WILL JUST SLAP HER AND LEAVE THIS F@#$ING PLACE! DAMN!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 5:37 PM
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
Yes am feeling moody...all because of my overseas allowance and a BIATCH!! Damn!!Do not know why this person is like that...I mean she is the weirdest person I really ever met...ok she can have her own weird character and I will not bother...but when my allowance which is MY money gets affected, I HAVE to bother....
I know in life you will meet all sorts of people. I am very easy-going person...and if you can't get along with me it's fine! I cannot make everyone to like me...but the best part is, I did not do anything to her...and she is just making everyone her enemy...just weird!
Ok...enough said..really wish time pass by real fast so that I can get out of this bloody place which houses alot of weirdos!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 9:09 PM
Sunday, May 06, 2007
Ok...I bought my first bikini...could not resist because it is cheap here in Austria..I never had a bikini because I always feel I am way to fat to wear a bikini besides, I have scars and marks on my body too...all my swim wear are all one piece. I often envy people wearing bikinis because they have the courage and also the figure...
Anyway with much encouragement from Ginny, I bought a set..I told D.C about my buy...she told me if I am afraid of people laughing at me, she will bring me to a place where no one will bother and I can wear it to show her...haha..so sweet right??
Still I do not know whether I will have the courage to wear it...Ber was telling me she will plan a trip to Bintan when I go back in July and I can wear that...hmm....well maybe....we shall see how it goes!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 7:26 PM
Saturday, May 05, 2007
Ok...before I came back to Austria, I actually cut my hair short...as in real short....haha...wanted to rebond but in the end cut it short...wanted it to be shoulder length but the hair stylist cut it short for me...well nevermind...for a change having short hair was nice...at least no need to use so much shampoo and also easier to dry...besides my hair grows real fast..Here are some of the pics taken on the day me and D.C went to the cruise on the 28th April...a day after I cut my hair short...hehe..
kittylover feeling feeling at 1:48 AM
Thursday, May 03, 2007
Ever felt in life you just want someone to hug you or to give someone a hug to make things feel better?Read some blog entries and talked to some people and wanted to give them a hug to assure them that everything is fine and ok but I could not. I am miles away...I could only support them by assuring and reassuring that things will turn out fine. Although a hug cannot do much but somehow it can just make things feel better.
I want a hug too especially these few days where I am abit under the weather....it just makes you feel great you know....
Anyway to all my friends out there....we all must jia you ok...in life there are ups and downs but life still goes on....*Big HUG*
kittylover feeling feeling at 4:56 PM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Ok I read this joke and find it funny...hope this dirty joke can lighten you up!!There was a businessman who was getting ready to go on a long business trip. He knew his wife was a flirtatious sort, so he thought he'd try to get her something to keep her occupied while he was gone, because he didn't much like the idea of her screwing someone else. So he went to a store that sold sex toys and started looking around.
He thought about a life-sized sex doll, but that was too close to another man for him. He was browsing through the dildos, looking for something special to please his wife, and started talking to the old man behind the counter. He explained his situation, to the old man. "Well, I don't really know of anything that will do the trick. We have vibrating dildos, special attachments, and so on, but I don't know of anything that will keep her occupied for weeks, except …" said the old man, and then he stopped. "Except what?" asked the businessman. "Nothing, nothing," said the old man. "C'mon, tell me! I need something!" protested the businessman. "Well, sir, I don't usually mention this, but there is the 'voodoo dick,'" the old man said. "So what's up with this voodoo dick?" the businessman asked. The old man reached under the counter, and pulled out an old wooden box carved with strange symbols. He opened it, and there lay a very ordinary-looking dildo. The businessman laughed, and said, "Big Fucking deal. It looks like every other dildo in this shop!" The old man said, "But you haven't seen what it'll do yet." He pointed to a door and said "Voodoo dick, the door." The voodoo dick rose out of its box, darted over to the door, and started screwing the keyhole. The whole door shook with the vibrations, and a crack developed down the middle. Before the door could split, the old man said, "Voodoo dick, get back in your box!" The voodoo dick stopped, floated back to the box and lay there, quiescent once more. The businessman said, "I'll take it!"
The old man resisted and said it wasn't for sale, but he finally surrendered to $700 in cash. The guy took it home to his wife, told her it was a special dildo and that to use it, all she had to do was say, "Voodoo dick, my vagina." He left for his trip satisfied things would be fine while he was gone. After he'd been gone a few days, the wife was unbearably horny. She thought of several people who would willingly satisfy her, but then she remembered the voodoo dick. She got it out, and said "Voodoo dick, my vagina!" The voodoo dick shot to her crotch and started pumping. It was great, like nothing she'd ever experienced before. After three orgasms, she decided she'd had enough, and tried to pull it out, but it was stuck in her, still thrusting. She tried and tried to get it out, but nothing worked. Her husband had forgot to tell her how to shut it off. So she decided to go to the hospital to see if they could help. She put her clothes on, got in the car and started to drive to the hospital, quivering with every thrust of the dildo. On the way, another orgasm nearly made her swerve off the road, and she was pulled over by a policeman. He asked for her license, and then asked how much she'd had to drink. Gasping and twitching, she explained that she hadn't been drinking, but that a voodoo dick was stuck in her vagina, and wouldn't stop screwing.
The officer looked at her for a second, and then said, "Yea, right. Voodoo dick, my ass!"
kittylover feeling feeling at 5:28 PM
1st of May...Labour Day...after having a long flight of almost 15hours (inclusive of the transit in at Frankfurt airport), I was really exhausted to the max...but nothing beats the longing and missing of D.C....almost every moment I kept thinking of the wonderful times we had while I was back in Singapore for the 2 weeks.
Anyway after reaching the apartment, had to change all the bedsheets and unpack both my luggage. But nothing beats to the untidiness and dirtiness caused by the rest. I thought I was lazy well, there is someone who is worse than me! I would say the apartment was in a mess! Anyway helped out to pack and clean the kitchen....sigh like what others always say, live and let live...so no choice but to open one eye and close the other.
Called D.C and was having steamboat with the rest of the gang....so ENVIOUS!!!!! How I wish I was there.....but D.C mentioned while they ate they still talked about me because the very first time I was there, I accidentally ate yam and had to be rushed to the hospital to get a jab! Haha...it was quite an experience!
Time to log off....really tired and in need of a nice long bath before I settle down on my beautiful bed.....
kittylover feeling feeling at 1:19 AM
