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Thursday, October 07, 2010

Time passes by so fast..Soon it will be the end of 2010. This year hasn't been too well or too bad. Sure there are hiccups in life but who doesn't have?

Lots of things has happened for the past few months. From starting a pushart business for my aunt to helping a friend in his new found company. Even got a very good friend into the picture but then realised that everything was not what it seems. Lost my gamble on this and even got my friends into it as well. The only lucky thing that happened was that this incident pulled our bond closer. It also made me realise that I should not be so soft-hearted and that not everyone that are nie to me are so called 'friends'.

Now I am only left with choices to faster get a job in Singapore or go over to Oman and join my sister over there for a project by Pico. This project will end next year January. Seriously I would love to go but for sure my 3 dogs will suffer as they will be put into a pet hotel. Another thing will be I will not have the luxury to celebrate all my friends' birthdays, my own birthday, DC's birthday and also christmas...in all as I age, I am beginning to be afriad of being lonely....

Like I always have known myself, I am a person that cannot be alone. I love having friends and family around me. Maybe because I love the sound of joy and laughter amd the sound of silence and emptiness can actually drive me crazy...but given the siutation now, if there are no replies from any companies in Singapore, I guess I just have to travel overseas to find moolahs!

Oh well, sometimes life is like that. Often you wish for alot of things but you can't possibly have the whole pie and eat it. Anyway all I can say is that everything is pre-destined. I will just have to leave certain things for the great one up there to arrange as I carry on in life. Just hope that he does not put me through so much tests and let me have a breather. In all I am just a woman who wish to have an ordinary and simple life. ;)

kittylover feeling feeling at 11:53 PM