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Sunday, August 29, 2010

Am tired of all the crap and bull. Am tired of all the heaps of lies. Seriously it's time that I should stop and get out of it...

kittylover feeling feeling at 4:47 PM

Friday, August 13, 2010

Blah Blah Blah

Apparently it's time for me to do some updates here. Or rather time for me to download some stress and rant about it here....

New company...so far still running but lots and lots of hiccups and internal stuff to be solved. Boss too young and rash. Boss's Boyfriend not contributing much and often snaps for no rhyme or reason. PR and Creative Managers are rational but with quick tempers. Best part they are all my friends and that put me into quite a difficult position.

And because of all the pressure and stress I get from my work, it affects my life and health alot. I do not spend much time with my family, friends and love ones. I do not sleep or eat well. Everyday there will always be new stuff cocking up and I have to stay level-headed (even though I am really frustrated and angry inside!) because, I need to get problems solved. And when people do not know, they often think that I am babysitting or spoon-feeding my boss too miuch. I know, everyone loves to take advantage of me. Who doesn't? In this world, the reality is that because you are of a value that is why people will just want to take advantage of it. People who does not take advantage of you are your family, love ones and close buddies. I am sure there are alot of people out there who are nice to me and after that behind my back they will sneer and curse me.

Actually what I want is really simple. Just a job that I really enjoy. And I do not want because of business, things just turn really ugly. Then in the end, friendship also affected. I just want peace and tranquility. I need the team to be close and bonded so that if there are anything, we are able to work it out. But apprently things are not going that way because, not everyone is that forgiving or patient or even level-headed. Guess the one good thing is that I can be really forgiving but that is also thing that brings me down as well.

Anyway no matter what, I will still go on with this gamble. Just hope that this time round, I do not end up loosing everything. Hope someone up there can hear my prayers and help me!

kittylover feeling feeling at 12:42 PM