Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Yes..DC did her belly button piercing last night...was kind of a last minute thing...should see DC's face when Cindy did the piercing! Anyway, I was tempted to do it but still afraid of the pain so, this can wait..Bought a anti-fungal spray for ToTo...hope his skin gets better or we will have to bring it to a vet liao...sigh..this poor little fellow...so small already so much problems..
Today in the office, nearly wanted to strangle the new girl....asked her this morning if she brought her ID with her...she told me yes...later, when I said I want to bring her to the bank, she said she is going out with SC...so I asked SC to wait while I quickly go bank with her, she then replied she does not have her ID..I was like??!! And SC quickly replied that her ID her mum kept it for her...hmm...fishy right? Anyway I went out to the bank with "Barbie", I asked her directly whether this gal is local or not..."Barbie" got stunned and then replied saying she is a PR here...so, I was correct...this gal is not Singaporean but a Malaysian I guess cause, the way she speaks Chinese, it really sound like a Malaysian.
Why must hide from me? Not local then not local...no need to hide...I got nothing against you anyway...DUH!!! And everytime I ask her do something, she will always look at "Ken" or "Barbe" before answering me...Guess these 2 must have posioned her mind and so she kind of afraid of me...
Whatever it is, I have 2 more days in the office and then SAYONARA! So she better ask me what there is to learn cause after I leave this company, no way am I going to answer any calls or queries from them anymore...
Sigh having a bad headache now...then my back also...worse still, feel like vomitting out of a sudden...think I am getting sick liao...better go home rest early...
kittylover feeling feeling at 5:36 PM
Monday, March 27, 2006
Dragged myself to work as usual today...sigh...how I wish I could sleep in late today...anyway woke up with a bad pain in my lower back.The new girl to replace me appeared...well heard she is an undergraduate from UK...but problem is, she doesn't look like it cause a) she does not have any british accent b) she speaks English like some Malaysian c) she was there for only 1 year. She does not understand Chinese much and when I speak to her in English, she doesn't seem to want to converse in English...Weird weird weird...anyway good for "Barbie"....she loves someone like her...NO BRAINS!! Haha! Best "Barbie" guards her like some endangered species...today bring her go bank, "Barbie" also want to tag along..maybe she is scared that I poison her!!
Came home and cooked can food with rice...eat outside also don't know what to eat...anyway both of us also tired and kind of broke so, better save some $$.
The pain in my back is getting from bad to worse...need a massarge very badly...later ask DC to do it for me...keke!!
Just checked ToTo and found alot of small wounds...seems like bite marks from DeeDee...That naughty gal! Applied cream for the poor fellow....now must really put them apeart...DeeDee is way way too jealous of that little fellow...
kittylover feeling feeling at 10:27 PM
Thursday, March 23, 2006
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kittylover feeling feeling at 9:21 PM
Brought the new puppy home....in the end after choosing for so long, we decided on the active one because he is more cute (according to DC and Alvin)....anyway on the way home, he is not use to the car ride so he vomitted on my sleeve....
Jen came up to my place and look at the pup...well for time being he is called ToTo....ToTo is a cute little boy but BIG attention seeker....He loves to whine and whine just to get attention....and last night, after much discussion with DC, we let that little fellow into our room to sleep with us so that it will not disturb anyone....DC let him sleep on DeeDee's bed(You should see DeeDee's reaction!) and wrapped him up in a thick thick towel....at first, it was ok, quietly sleeping...then around 3plus am, he started whinning again!! This time round I shouted it to shut up and whack his bum bum...he managed to quiet down till this morning....
So, with a lack of sleep, I was not in a good mood...then Ms 'BarBie' sms me to write one warning letter....I of course do not want to do it because it was not my job, I sms her back telling her I do not know where the letter is and also it is not in the shared folder...even told her that it was suppose to be done by the VP....she then again sms me asking me the % of the attendance...I was really mad, I replied by telling her I do not have it as she was suppose to learn the filemaker from Violet and then teach me...she then in turn ACCUSE me of not learning it from SERENE...I hate it when people just accuse me...I was already very pissed and fuming mad....then I just in turn wrote it back to her, asking her is it that she is accusing me of not doing my work? Then what about her...as a VP, she everything also like don't know how to do!!
Well, you should see her face when she return to the office...she refuse to talk to me...I was even prepared to go to 'Ken's' office to start DRAMA if she starts....anyway she wants to back-stab me, it's ok...the new girl is coming in on Monday and well, CONGRATS!! Hope she does not get tortured badly by the "Ken" and "Barbie"!! I thought "Ken" would be mad that I was very rude to "Barbie" and ask me to leave immediately...but he did not....well anyway I know...."Ken" sure hold my pay and not pay me on time...no worries..he hold my pay...I shall complain to everyone including to MOM...we shall see what 'tricks' can he up to!!
Anyway, lunch time liao...shall go for lunch and then slack abt before later go ICA...do not want to go the both of them...they also cannot be bothered with me anymore...which is good...HAHAHA!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 11:24 AM
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Well, I tendered my resignation last Monday, I never felt so good and relieved! But that stupid 'Ken' asked me to stay on, telling me to be fair to him...ok...fine...I told him be fair to me as well as I DO NOT want to stay here for long...so it's settled that my last day will be the end of this month. Serene called me...saying Steven again up to his pathetic tricks...begged her to come back and etc...then he bad-mouthed me! WTF! When he needs you, he treats you like gold, when you are of no use, he back-stab you and treat you like shit...it's ok....I believe in retibution for both this "Ken" and "Barbie"!!Getting my new Maltese today...it's a 2month old boy...adopted it from a friend's friend...he is really cute and will be my princess DeeDee's slave!! Haha...anyway have not really thought of a name for it although we did think of 'DiDo', 'DooDoo', 'TootToot', 'ToTo and etc...well any suggestions?? Anyway this guy who is giving us the puppy is a nice guy who loves dogs...he has a total of 5 dogs! All of them are really cute! Anyway my new pup got fairy god-father liao...fast right?? He is Mr Alvin! Haha...next time my doggies need grooming no need go find anyone liao!! Really looking forward to getting this pup home.
Ok time to get back to work before the 2 'plastic' people make noises....sigh, really hate it every minute here!! ArggggggHHHH!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 9:31 AM
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Went for a interview yesterday but did not get the job...well, kind of disappointed...sigh!The situation in my office is getting from bad to worse everyday....sooner or later the people are all going to quit and "Ken" and "Barbie" can really die with the school! Sigh.....
Still looking for a job, DC is very supportive of me...DC even told me to quit if I really can't take it in the office anymore....Love U DC!!!!
Anyway knowing our financial status, I kept telling myself to really "hang" in that stupid office...will see how it goes....just hope to get another job real soon so that I can leave that bloody place and start all over again....
kittylover feeling feeling at 3:08 PM
Thursday, March 16, 2006
Went to work after 2 days of mc...first thing I step into office, the "BarBie" and "Ken" asked whether I am well already...so plastic!! Just yesterday they were complaining to Jack about my mc and now trying to show concern!!Wanted to really hand in my resignation letter today but did not do so because Jack told me not to because, he has a plan and I really love it..this time, IT'S MY CALL!! HAHAHAHA! Never in my life I wanted to be that bad till sabotaging the company...but with these 2 "plastic" people around, they ought to be taught a lesson!
Put a very old song in my blog, loved this song since young cause the words of the song is very very meaningful....specially dedicated this song to a good friend Lena...Hope you find courage and stand up real soon gal!
Tonight having home-cooked food, Ken and Cindy's brother is cooking so, all I have to do is to wait to eat...great right? Hahaha!
kittylover feeling feeling at 6:31 PM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Well Lena wanted me to do this so now I am doing it.....7 things that make me smile :
a. My Precious DC
b. My Little princess DeeDee
c. When people tell me I have slim down / pretty
d. When I see old photos of friends with me
e. When I see little animals
f. When I see a rainbow / Hello Kitty
g. When I see my good friends / buddies
7 things I believe in :
a. The truth will prevail
b. Gods and Spirits
c. Karma
d. Retribution
e. Miracles
f. Be good to others and others will be good to you
g. happiness
7 things I do everyday :
a. Eat
b. Sleep
c. Bathe
d. Play with DeeDee
e. Talk to DC
f. Play games
g. clear DeeDee's poo poo and shee shee
7 people I want to see them doing this quiz
a. DC
b. Jen
c. Jaron
d.Ken
e.Cindy
f. Portia
g. DeeDee
kittylover feeling feeling at 6:51 PM
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Down with gastric flu today, sigh...hate it when get sick, hate it when I have to take medication...reminds me that since young, I have always been on mediction.....sigh!!Heyang found a job already, starting next month, really glad to hear that....I am also looking for one and sending resumes...no luck so far...think I shall get my last pay this month and then I shall hand in my resignation letter...sigh the 2 'monkeys' ought to do some soul-searching already....everyone is leaving!! Jack also sms me today, saying the both not happy with me taking the mc...well, why I got sick is because of them, the doctor said that I was under lots of stress and that is aggrevating the situation. She told me to try t learn to relax and not think too much...
Jen showed me some photos she took last time over msn....aww...sweet sweet memories...especially the photos we took over at ubin...everyone was so happy back then...now....sigh!! And pictures of Tiong Bahru, makes me miss that place also...sigh..feeling really blue, maybe due to my sickness ba...hope that I could get well soon.
kittylover feeling feeling at 5:46 PM
Friday, March 10, 2006
Lies and Betrayal...Why can some people make all these so part of them, part of their lives? Don't they know what comes round goes round? Aren't they afriad of retribution?Seeing a friend getting hurt is always so sad to me...maybe I am getting older...just like DC , I do not wish to see any of my good friend GETTING HURT...NO!
But still this is inevitable...because humans are never satisfied creatures...what they want they will get, but when they see someone better who comes along, they can forgo what they tried so hard in the first place to get...ironic?
And some people can have the cheek to cheat and hope that nothing will ever be found out...but have they forgotten the world is very small??
Anyway to those who are heart-broken, hope that they will continue to grow strong and find someone who will treasure them, and for those who are still in love, please do not just forgo a relationship that easily.....life is short, having to find someone who can share all your special moments is not easy.
kittylover feeling feeling at 3:03 PM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
This week would be the most relaxing time in the office because the '2' monkeys are in China...well that is good as well cause everyone could have a breather!Went to Marina South with Ken, Cindy and her brother for bbq/steamboat dinner...well I did not really eat too much...maybe it's too oily and also the place is very warm and smokey...not to mention all the oil splattering all over!
After the dinner, went and played arcade for awhile before meeting Noris and Jaye before going to Pasir Ris fish farm to take a look. Saw a guy who managed to hook up a big sea bass...really missed fishing!
How I wish this week will continue on.....next week when they are back..it's going to be hell again!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 9:51 AM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Brought DeeDee to the vet to extract 2 baby tooth...after leaving her at the vet, went to have dim sum breakfast with DC...delicious!After that, went to a pet shop at East Coast Road to see some puppies that are up for adoption...the puppies are really cute but, too bad they are all mongrels and we can't keep any of them. After that we wanted to watch a movie but then in the end went over to Yatch Club to play jackpot...yes....DC's favourite and also biggest weakness....Anyway this time round DC manage to curb not to spend too much money on those machines....
3.30pm went to pick up DeeDee...she was really sulky and refuses to open her mouth...guess the pain really scared her...went straight back home to rest and my dear babies slept so soundly...seeing them sleeping so soundly makes me feel really comforted, so....a feeling which I can't even discribe....just total bliss I guess...
Sigh...Monday coming soon...having to rest for so many days makes me feel so good and having to back work to face all the bullshit and that '2' monkeys makes me feel so sick...well, do not wish to think so much...guess I will just enjoy my Sunday and then get ready for battles on Monday.
kittylover feeling feeling at 1:14 AM
Friday, March 03, 2006
Went to visit granny today...she looked much better...chatted with her for awhile...later on went to S.P.C.A with DC...saw lots of animals there...cute....was lazing at home most of the time....Jaron asked me out to movies and karaoke...did not have the mood to..besides DeeDee going for tooth extraction tomorrow...better get ready for tomorrow...Saw this on Jen's blog..found it really meaningful so posted it here for people to see..
Take time to appreciate what you have now.
"On the last day before Christmas, I hurried to go to the supermarket to buy the remaining of the gift I didn't manage to buy earlier. When I saw all the people there, I started to complain to myself," It is going to take forever here and I still have so many other places to go.Christmas really is getting more and more annoying every year. How I wish I could just lie down, go to sleep and only wake up after it...
Nonetheless, I made my way to the toy section, and there I started to curse the prices, wondering if after all kids really play with such expensive toys.While looking in the toy section, I noticed a small boy of about 5 years old, pressing a doll against his chest. He kept on touching the hair of the doll and looked so sad. I wondered who this doll was for. Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him, "Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?" The old lady replied, "You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear."Then she asked him to stay here for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly.The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.
Finally, I started to walk toward him and I asked him who he wanted to give this doll to."It is the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her."I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her, after all, and not to worry.But he replied to me sadly. "No, Santa Claus can not bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mother so that she can give it to her when she goes there." His eyes were so sad while saying this. "My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mummy will also go to see God very soon, so I thought that she could bring the doll with her to give it to my sister."My heart nearly stopped. The little boy looked up at me and said, "I told daddy to tell mummy not to go yet. I asked him to wait until I come back from the supermarket." Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me, "I also want mummy to take this photo with her so that she will not forget me." I love my mummy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister."Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly. I quickly reached for my wallet and took a few notes and said to the boy, "What if we checked again, just in case if you have enough money?"Ok," he said. "I hope that I have enough."
I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll, and even some spare money. The little boy said, "Thank you God for giving me enough money." Then he looked at me and added, "I asked yesterday before I slept for God to make sure I have enough money to buy this doll so that mummy can give it to my sister. He heard me." "I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mummy, but I didn't dare to ask God too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and the white rose." "You know, my mummy loves white rose."A few minutes later, the old lady came again and I left with my trolley. I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind.
Then I remembered a local newspaper article 2 days ago, which mentioned of a drunk man in a truck who hit a car where there was one young lady and a little girl. The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-assisting machine, because the young lady would not be able to get out of the coma.Was this the family of the little boy?Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the newspaper that the young lady had passed away. I couldn't stop myself and went to buy a bunch of white roses and I went to the mortuary where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wish before burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.I left the place crying, feeling that my life had been changed forever.The love that this little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunken man had taken all this away from him.
(If you pass this message, maybe you will help prevent someone drunk to go driving.)
kittylover feeling feeling at 11:27 PM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
At this point in time , I am feeling really blue and sad....visited my granny at the hospital today...she had her op to remove her right breast...she is in pain and her condition is not really very good...When I visited her, I felt really sad but, I did not cry cause I do not want her to worry...sigh...tomorrow her report will be out and we will know which stage of cancer she got...the cancer cells has already spread to her lymph nodes and shoulders...
After that went dinner with Jaron, Alvin, Ken and Cindy at Parkway hawker....did not have the appetite to eat much....
Tomorrow will be a brand new day...hope everything is going to be alright....will visit granny again tomorrow...
kittylover feeling feeling at 11:12 PM
