Saturday, December 31, 2005
Yes...it's the last day of 2005...another few more hours it a brand new year...looking back this past year, been through alot of things, knew alot of new friends, ate alot and grew fat!! Not a smooth-sailing year but not as bad as the previous! Really did not achieved much I would say but at least life picked up and I managed to be more confident of myself and be happy without him. At last I can truely tell myself, without you I did manage to do what I really want and be happy with someone who deserves me more...although it is not so easy but still managed to go through all ordeals and stand-up...yes..Stand-Up!Tomorrow is 1 year anniversary...1 year past and we went through alot...not as much as DC's previous relationships but at least we managed to stick together for 1 year. DC gave me a chomel pendant and ear-rings set in my favourite colour...it was lovely!! Never expect her to buy me any gift because DC once told me that she will not want to celebrate it..it actually made me kinda sad...maybe because it's only 1 year and hence it's no significance? But still I wanted to give her a gift...cause I want DC to know I love and cherished this relationship alot..maybe that is why when I gave her the gift,she has no choice but to buy me one as well...maybe...I do not really know...
Went to WhyNot last night...was happily drinking when Mr Elf screwed it up again...sigh..why does things like that have to happen again? Luckily friends came by and helped us to settle it...Really thankful to Gary, Jaron, Jaye, Samsul and Don-tris...especially Gary...never seen him having to apologise to anyone like that before...really made us feel so bad....but on the other hand, good to know that Gary is now more mature. No more using of violence to solve problems.
Anyway my New Year Resolutions :
1. Find a good and stable job.
2. Be more understanding and less sensitive
3. Loose weight (yes!! I know it's not easy!!)
4. Cut down on drinking and smoking
Here I want to wish everyone a HaPpy New Year, May the brand New Year be a brand new start for everyone and all wishes come true!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 1:38 PM
Friday, December 30, 2005
Like my new blogskin? DC did it for me...was really appreciative!! It has my favourite colour and butterflies...it even has a nice music video!! Thank you DC!!2 more days and it's the end of 2005...it's also 2 more days to our 1st year anniversary...anyway I can't wait and gave DC the present. DC said that she loved the present...well at least the few hours shopping for the present was worth it!!
Well, both of us were sick for 2 days already...but DC was in a more worse state than me...Ken and Cindy is going to move in with us soon and so I packed the guest room all by myself...After the packing, I was really darn tired and sick. Threw my temper at Joan..well I did not mean it...apologised to her after that...lucky she was not angry with me...phew!!
Came home after meeting the rest of them at Swenson's because DC was having a bad runny nose and I was feverish...ate medicine and rested while DC did up her new blog...haha...then DC also helped me to make changes to my blog...anyway, got to accompany DC for her pre-employment checkup at 10am...hope that everything goes well and darling can start work on the 3rd!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 5:37 AM
Thursday, December 29, 2005
Long time I did not blog...these few days so much things has happened...drinking, had fun, met new friends, quarrels then makeup....sometimes in life it's always like that!Just what is respect? Once a good friend told me, "Respect is earned and not given." True...everyone always do alot of things to earn that little respect from everyone...but sometimes there are arrogant people around who never wants to earn any respect but ask everyone to give it to them...Fair? Another friend told me "well girl, these people who wants their respect to be given are people who have no confidence of themselves cause they are always wearing a mask to hide themselves....hence they do not know how to face the world and most importantly themselves!" True I must say...so I told myself not to bother with people who do not respect me cause they do not even know how to respect themself!!!
1st year anniversary is coming. Bought darling a present. Hope DC will like it...although all my gifts are nothing expensive, at least they are of meaning. Time really fly past real fast...1 year. In this 1 year we have been through thick and thin...not easy but I do know is that we would have many more better years to come...
kittylover feeling feeling at 3:56 PM
Monday, December 26, 2005
Wow...it's really fast!! Christmas just over...went down to WhyNot on Sat and then had a countdown there with all my friends!! Collected alot of presents and was happy...then DC got drunk...still refused to admit that...best part was that when she came out of the club, instead of faster coming over to the car to drive to maxwell, went over to that little B.I.T.C.H there and talk!! I was damned pissed!! Why is it that she never realise that it is because I love her that is why I am so jealous!! And that B.I.T.C.H is always so slutty!! Feel like telling that FAGHAG to get lost from WhYNoT!! And everytime I say about her, DC will always be protective of her!! Why don't she put herself in my shoes?? She always do not like that guy that always buy my lollipop and then i stear away from him just to make her feel better...but why can't DC do that? Excuse was that she is customer..SO WHAT?? AM I NOT CUSTOMER ALSO?? WHYNOT GOT ONLY HER TABLE THE CUSTOMERS IS IT?? AND CUSTOMER like what DC say...then why must CUSTOMER SMS at 4am? WHY MUST CUSTOMER DRUNK CALL AND TALK AT 4am and HAVE TO HIDE IN THE KITCHEN TO TALK? WHY MUST CUSTOMER BE SO SURE OF ALL THE INTERVIEWS YOU HAD? and everytime on msn, I could only see DC busy chatting to her...even out of the house also go online with the mobile to CHAT with her!! DAMN PISSED!! sigh...but what can I do...anything I do or say now is always nags, pissing her off...sometimes I feel the distance between us is getting bigger....sigh!!Sunday...Christmas day!! Busy day as well, DC got up early to prepare all the food...was really appreciative....quickly kept the house and then help out....then went over to cold storage to get the ham, turkey and beef....found out it was cold!! no choice so went over to Portia's house to heat up all the meats...then instruct DC and Joan to cook the soups and pasta...soon the rest of the gang came over...was really glad DC and I managed to serve the food on time....but this time round must thank DAWN, JOAN, JEN, JARON and ELF for helping out!! My princess DeeDee also had a sumptuous meal of treats!! Haha....Gave presents to everyone and also recieved presents from them!! Was really happy to receive so many presents!! Went down to WhyNot and celebrated there after the dinner...haha!!
Well, christmas is over and soon it's going to be New Year! Hope that 2006 will be a better year for everyone!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 1:46 PM
Friday, December 23, 2005
Well, been busy these few days shopping for x'mas gifts for everyone....having to crack your head to buy a gift for everyone you know its not easy...especially on a budget!! But still managed to get some nice pressies for everyone...do hope that they will like their presents!!Darling is off today so went to Plaza Sing for a last minute shopping. Another 2 more days is X'mas and Orchard Road was really packed with people!! My god! Imagine it's only thursday and everywhere was packed!! Think it's going to be worse tomorrow!!
Managed to get the gifts and went window shopping. Saw alot fo stuffs that I really liked but can't afford...then darling asked me what I want for X'mas....I did not reply her cause I really do not know...she then jokingly told me she wants to wrap up the new pair of spectacles that I made and give it to me as my present... "-_-
Anyway, she then gave me cash...asked me to do manicure and pedicure...it was real nice cause for a long time I wanted to do that but to save $$ I did not do so...Well the manicurist was really packed and had a booking 2 hours later....she then happily sent me to the shop and then said that she will continue to do shopping. Had my nails done up in my favourite blue colour and even had swarosky crystals on every fingernail!! haha!! Bet everyone will be envious!! After that, quickly went around to look for darling's x'mas gift...saw the perfect gift and quickly got them wrapped up when she discovered me!! Oops!! Got caught so no choice gave her the present on the spot..she opened up her present and told me it's really nice and she love it!!..she then told me she also bought me mine...and went on saying she fed our princess DeeDee and how naughty she was, peeing in the car and then spanked that little rascal!! I was really excited about my X'mas gift and kept asking guessing what it was....Pendant? Hello Kitty merchandise?? Darling refused to tell me and told I will know when we reach the car.
Finally managed to get my present....I opened the bag nervously and saw a Hello Kitty stocking!! My God!! It was so nice!! Then I nervously opened the bag, it was a Addidas watch!! It very unique and in my favourite colour BLUE!! She kept on asking whether I really love it and I really do!! Thank You!! It is a very nice present!! Actually no matter what you give me, I will love it cause it's from you!! Then we left P.S and went to pick Joan to maxwell and wait for Jaron to go karaoke..Had a fun time singing....leftt about 1 am and started to have migraine...Shitty feeling cause I was coughing badly somemore...sigh!! Hope my cough gets better cause I got more things to do tomorrow..having to prepare all the food for the x'mas party at our place!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 4:33 AM
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
Been really busy these few days and so no time to really blog...Busy preparing for Darling's birthday celebrations and busy with x'mas shopping...Darling and Jaye celebrated their birthdays together at a karaoke pub at Tanjong Pagar..the day before, we went all over town to get Jaye his present...Stresssss!! Settled for a Chomel blink blink pendant...he loved it alot!! Phew!! Then Jaron said he bought a burberry's prefume and will give it to him together. Noris then called me the night before...told me he will give Jaye a limited edition "RuPaul" doll...my god!! He will sure love it!! Then he asked me what to buy for darling...i was like erm....well...anything la...darling got no preference anyway..keke!! Then asked Darling to send sms to all friends to inform them of the place, location and time...best part she can write the time to be 9am-1am!! Eventually some noticed the mistake and informed us...really "-_- !!
Saturday night, Darling and I was drunk...but luckily for me, after vomitting i managed to sober up...darling best...was at the same dustbin she vomitted the last time at WhyNoT and Jeff, her boss, had to ask me to go in to look after her!! sTrEsssss!! She can't drive and in the end, had to ask her fellow colleague to drive us back before Jaron drove him and Jaye home!!
Had a hard time to get her to change, clean her up before getting her to bed..then she started to be bitchy!! Jaron and I had a good laugh!! ;) DC...you know who you're bitching about ok!!
Sunday came, told darling not to drive cause I am sure she will be drunk...so Jaron drove his car and we went to Bedok interchange to get dinner. Jaye joined us later and we had a great meal!! Went to the pub and Joan and Ben was already there waiting for us....then the partying started with all the guests coming in....darling was really happy to have so many presents and friends present! Then suddenly realised that we had forgotten a very important thing...birthday cake!! Asked Jaron and Joan to get one fast...haha!! Then Vincent and Dett arrived with the flowers....by then the 2 birthday fellows are almost drunk! Jaye was really surprised to get his BIG bouquet of sunflowers and he was so touched till he cried!! I then quietly surprised darling with her bouquet of flowers and she was also very touched!! Seeing her so touched till she cried made me really happy ( I cried also!!) Glad she really liked the flowers....but I did told her that I could only afford that much for her...she then said she felt really bad cause on my birthday she did not get me any...I told her it's alright cause I chose to have dinner over the flowers!! Party continued at Happy after the pub closed at 1am...by then the both birthday fellows are already very drunk!! Lucky for me, I did not drink any cause I need to take care of Darling!! Partied until 2plus am and asked Darling, Gary and Robin to walk back to V so that we could ask Jaron to drive us all back to Punggol!! Along the way, Darling (who was already drunk!!), started to do a very embarassing act....she started to unzip and then showed us her underwear!! My God!! DC ar Dc...you are the best!! Went back to V and waited for Jaron to end his MJ before bring us all home to Punggol!! Had a really tiring day...no wonder darling always tell me, taking care of me when i was drunk was the most tiring thing!! now I had a feel of that!! Anyway promised her I will not drink till I am dead drunk so shall keep to that promise cause I knew how tiring it could be to take care of someone when the person is drunk!!
DC...Hope that you had a wonderful and memorable birthday this year!! :)
kittylover feeling feeling at 8:10 PM
Friday, December 16, 2005
Calvin's Surprise Birthday Party
They failed to drag him to ECP. In the end, Jen was the one who dragged him to ECP. At first, it was only Darling, Jaron,Joan, Terry, Ricky and me invovled...but the word spread and soon, Elf, Jaye, Vincent, Dett, Ben joined in.
Jaye joined us first for dinner before we proceed to ECP. Brought aong out fishing rod and started to fish..Jaye was really bored cause he had nothing to do..haha!! A long time since we went fishing and we kind of enjoyed that little time together with our princess DeeDee.
Then the rest came over and we waited for Calvin to come. When he came over, we all surprised him with the cake, flowers, presents....he was really dazed!! Well after all this time, glad that he was at least feeling happy that so many of us celebrated his birthday at ECP!!
Then we sang the song, cut the cake, took out all the tidbits and sat around chatting and laughing...Terry then said this is so much better than clubbing...I agree no more...everyone was laughing and chatting and happily eating tidbits and drinking well...soft drinks!! haha!! After that, we proceed home. Although everyone was tired and sweaty, at least everyone was happy...really hope we have more gatherings like this!
kittylover feeling feeling at 3:34 AM
Thursday, December 15, 2005
Had a really busy day yesterday...Woke up at around 12pm to get ready for an interview...before that mum called again to nag at me to get all my stuff from my granny's place before my aunty make somemore noise..sigh....Went to Golden Mile complex for interview...then afterthat went to P.S to find Gary for lunch. Bought a new top and Jaye's present before heading home...well when you are in a rush, time really flies..by the time I was home it was nearly 6pm. Wanted to sleep for awhile before going to East Coast to Robin's bbq...but was always disturbed by darling's hp....really whatever!!
Left home around 7plus and went to East Coast. Darling wanted to actually grab a bite at the bbq before heading to work but couldn't cause of some cockup at workplace...whatelse is new anyway?? Met up with Joan,Jaron and Gary...had a bite and then went to the food court and met up with Jen, Lena and Terry. Accompanied them for a drink before heading back to the bbq to meet Alvin and Elf...moved around chatting with the gang and the gals...was talking about almost everything and bitchy!! haha!!
Left the place ard 11plus an headed to V. Terry and the gang was playing mahjong and so stayed around until darling came to pick me...was a tiring day...exhausted...went home, bathed and head straight to my beautiful pillow and bed...hmm...wonder what is install for me later on when I go for the makeover....kinda excited!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 9:21 AM
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Was looking through old photos and my....time really flies!! Known the group for a year plus and well there are good and bad times!!
Particularly liked this photo...everyone was like so happy and this was after clubbing hours...keke!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 8:45 PM
Yes..I fell sick. Got the flu virus from them..sigh...now end up darling and I got sick..Went to Compass Point, had lunch there and then went to cold storage get some fruits. Went home, took medicine then slept. Darling went to work. Tried to help to do up her blog...did not work...sigh...now have to ask Jen to help liao...mum called...told me they going to Bangkok during Chinese New Year. Asked me whether I want to go but, told her I do not have that much cash...said she will sponsor me...haha...told darling and she also ask me to go. Anyway she will take care of my princess...well we'll see..anyway nothing is confirmed. ..
kittylover feeling feeling at 12:16 AM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Party party....so much parties nowadays....really kinda of busy and tired! Robin's bd celebrations yesterday..came over to my side to have a bbq at the garden. Helped out for them...after that was really tired but at least everyone had fun!!Thanks to junior terry. He helped me cleaned up the kitchen. Thanks to him, or else I will surely die of exhaustion! Went to WhyNot after that. It was WhyNot's 2nd Blow party...theme was Neon...Darling reminded me to bring along my blinking bracelet...When I reached there, she exchanged her neon flowers made of the light sticks with my bracelet...It was really nice!! Everyone wanted to snatch it from me!! Haha!!
Drink and then bd boy got drunk! Accidentally broke Gary's crystal pendant. Could see that he was really in pain when it broke..well, it was bought by a love one and could really feel his pain. If it happens to me, I think I would feel exactly the same!!
End of party, Darling was suppose to go home, Jaron fetched me, Gary and Robin home. Both were really drunk! But I really liked Robin's presents..expecially the jigsaw puzzle which Gary spent alot of sleepless nights just to get it done in time. Oh...and the big bouquet of flowers! 99 roses in all! So romantic! keke!
DeeDee gave me trouble again back home! Anyhow poopoo in the bedroom! Getting really naughty nowadays...spanked her and cleaned the room. Folded the clothing before lying down on the bed with a terrible backache smsing darling. Then she returned my call and told me there was a miscommunication at home and was rushing back to find me! Was really glad to hear that cause really needed someone to rub my back for me and also really missed her!
Well almost all the parties are going to be over....next week will be my darling's big day! Planned what to give her and will surprise her on that day...hope she will really like it!! keke!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 5:14 PM
Friday, December 09, 2005
Went to zouk for a party. Before we went to zouk we went to Bugis to have the rings changed and engraved. Was really happy to wear the ring!! =) Went on to search for Robin's bd present. Searched and found the perfect gift. Hope he likes it!Met up with Dave, Ben, Larence, Jaron, Ken, Cindy and Vincent at the entrance of zouk and went in together. There were alot of people and it was like kinda awkward to find people you do not know staring at you! Lucky for us, we managed to get a table at the VIP corner and settled down nicely. At last L knew abt N's profession. It was not so bad after all. I guess N will feel a big stone being lifted off his shoulders!
Saw a few familiar faces and was being introduced to new friends. Sometimes I feel that these people are kinda plastic in saying their HIs. Well anyway who is not? I am one of them!! oops! =X
Jen, Terry, Ricky and Dett joined us all later. Had red wine the whole night through. Although it was not as crazy at WhyNot, we still had loads of fun!
After the party, went to had supper. Was really full after that..even though the party was not really fantastic but at least all had fun! Hope there will be more parties like that!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 4:19 PM
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Finally...my birthday is over. Had a most memorable one this year...was quite unexpected too!Exactly 12 midnight, was at East Coast Park with 2 good friends. Darling called me and sang me Happy Birthday song. Was really really touched! Jen also wished me Happy Birthday...even though its only just a simple sentence, it was really heart-warming. Darren also came and bought me macdonald's. Even though it was a simple meal, at least he made the effort to send it to us before leaving to meet a friend. Calvin was upset though...but even so, he also wished me. What makes it more amusing is that even though he did not want to meet that someone, in the end they ended up meeting at the same place.. Fated? Perhaps..After that me and Dawn went around to get supper. Best part is that after we went a whole big round, we ended up meeting again at the petrol kiosk! Fated! Fated that particular day, someone mighty up there wants me to know that I am surrounded by alot of Friends!
Later that evening, met up with Jaye and Joan. Was at my place playing mahjong when Terry called me and told me a bad news! Happy was missing! My heart nearly skipped a beat and I could hear from his voice that he was really upset. I myself was also very upset! Hope that whoever carried Happy away will love and take good care of her! Met up with Jaron later at Tampines Mall and went to Pariss for buffet. Had a great meal!! Long time I had such a good spread! Then someone was celebrating her birthday as well. Same day as me! haha...I was then asking myself...how many people are there in this world celebrating the same birthday as me? Millions? Trillions? Really do not know...
Went to find Terry at his shop. Bought a silky terrier to ease his heartache. it's only 1mth plus...so cute! so small! But its not the same...Happy was really adorable and obedient. Sigh...I missed Happy already! Anyway, went back to punggol to play mahjong...was really tired but it was a really Happy Day for me!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 6:24 PM
Monday, December 05, 2005
Yes...3 more hours!! 3 more hours and i hit the BIG 30!! How i feel?? Hmmm......30 years old! My God!! Time really flies after your 21st birthday! Come to think back, I have been through alot..good,bad and ugly. Realised that it's all part of growing up, all part of life. No matter at the moment how happy or sad i felt,how much i wanted to stop it all and even to the fact end my life, it's all over..I am still alive and kicking! Good or Bad? I really do not know cause can't predict the future!
But one good thing I must say is that in my life, I have met alot of good friends! They are always there for me no matter what...Darren once said that I have nothing much to my name except Friends!!Really appreciative to every of my friend who is there for me be it happy or sad. THANK YOU!!
Was happy I received an sms from my sister in Australia. She did not forget my birthday afterall...anyway she said she wanted to get me a gift from Gold Coast since she is going there tomorrow for a holiday...actually she has already given me the best gift...by remembering my birthday and sending me the sms.
I guess as time goes, I am happy with the simplest things in life cause these are memories and things that money cannot buy. As life goes on, I wish that I could be happy and less problems!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 9:32 PM
Sunday, December 04, 2005
Celebrated my birthday with joan and was really happy...Jaye did my make-up and hair...it was really really very nice...it matches my gown totally....thank you so much!!
Alot of friends turn up for my celebration, was really appreciative. Was happy to receive so many presents!! Thanks to every friend for all the effort in finding the present for me. All the hello kitty's stuffs and other accessories...each item is very nice!!
As usual all my friends tried to make me drunk....was really high last night..but lucky for me i was not as drunk as last year where i could not even walk out!!haha!! But still, i vomited whatever i ate and was still vomitting this morning when i woke up!! Was a terrible feeling but at least after vomitting i was so much better.
Simon was drunk and came to my place to stay over...was really glam cause he vomitted in jaron's car and made a mess! Elf ended up cleaning jaron's car this afternoon after he was sent home.
Well hope that the following year will be a better one for me!! ;)
kittylover feeling feeling at 3:08 PM
Friday, December 02, 2005
Well, it's 1st December already..time really flies...soon a year will be gone...and soon i will hit the big 30!! Actually to think back, alot did happened during this year - the good, the bad and the ugly...
Anway, went with Jen to the tattoo shop to get her tattoo done...kinda nice and was really tempted to put one also. Dawn went to had her touch-ups for her tattoos and she wanted to get one done on her ankle as well....was kinda touched when she said she wanted to have one with the same design as mine if we did do one on the ankle.
Met Gary and Robin and went to Tanjong Pagar to get my gown...at last it was ready after such a long time!! Later went to have a walk at Chinatown before hitting back to Tampines to send Jen home. Met up with Alvin and the rest at Loyang to offer prayers to the gods. Hope I can get a job soon and everything will be smooth sailing...
Went to supper at Changi Village. Was kinda disappointed with the usual store we used to buy from. Standards not only dropped but also charges went up. Lucky had fun with gang chatting what happened at Terry's birthday party...was a crazy night!!
Well...been quite a fun day filled with activities...tired but was at least feeling great...but good things always have to come to an end and hope that tomorrow will be the same or even better!! =)
kittylover feeling feeling at 3:00 AM
