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Sunday, November 30, 2008

Yes, been feeling troubled recently...soon we got to move and basically I have nowhere to go...interesting isn't it? Well my mum is practically giving me lots of headaches because she felt that I should not have moved back home at all...why? Partly because she wants me to give my 3 babies up...other reasons?? Maybe because all along I have been away from home for a long time and so when I told her I wanted to move back, she is shocked...

D.C will be moving back to her home and her parents are people who cannot accept pets...we did discuss this before and it always turns unpleasant because D.C told me that come worse, we have to give up the 3 and let people adopt them...OH NO!! No way is that on my mind...I know she meant good but that is not an option nor solution to my problems.

Acutally because of this matter, I have lots of sleepless nights...I do not kow what I can do except to try find lodging for me and the babies...anyone wants to rent me a place please let me know ok..I do appreciate...thanks!

And to add on, there is also work stress...one week already and I am feeling stressed out...cause there are so much things to learn, so much things to remember...I am feeling so vexed...this job is not something that I wanted but due to recession and also the pay, I just grab and do it...honestly I am not happy but what choice do I have?

Well been a long time since I felt so unhappy...maybe due to the stress, maybe due to PMS...I do not know...just hope that after a good night sleep, tomorrow I will be back to myself again....

kittylover feeling feeling at 11:38 PM

Thursday, November 27, 2008

3rd day of work

Oh well, I survived my 3rd day at work...this job at Fedex is tedious because for the past 3 days, its training, training and more training.

Lots of systems to handle, lots of codes and other things to memorise and remember...in all its very tedious. Colleagues are still ok...most of them are kinda friendly and helpful. Well of course I have my fair share of complains but D.C always been telling me to think positive...

Anyway I am sooooo looking forward to my weekends because I DO NOT NEED TO WORK!!!

kittylover feeling feeling at 1:21 AM

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Aids = Scary?

Ok the hottest thing now is Aids...why? Cause currently there is this local production going on and it dawns on everyone...what will happen if I get Aids?

Everyone is so afraid of this terrible disease because there is no cure for it...but have anyone wonder, the same goes for cancer and other diseases as well..so why does everyone is so afraid? Because Aids is a sexually transmitted disease. Either you get it through sex or through blood tranfusion...now every human is afraid because most are sexually active....hence that is why the level of phobia is there....and since this disease is a tabboo to talk about, many are ignorant of what is it...that is why our dear Mediacorp has to do a local production to educate the people of it....

Well it did dwell on me if 1 day I find myself with this illness, what will I do...guess there are so much...oh well, for me the same motto stands, life goes on no matter what...we have to die one day, just that when you pass away, you must make sure you have never regretted in living...

Ok enough of the not so nice things..now for a piece of good news... I found a job le!! Hooray!! Yippee!! Even though this job is temp (Till end of may next year), but at least it's still a job and the pay is ok...the cons of it is that it follows the Taiwan Calendar(cause I will be working for the taiwan dept) and so no christmas or local public holidays off for me....but what I do know is that I will get OT pay and CNY is a long long long holiday...at least that offered me some condolences.

Anyway I will start on Monday...so goodbyes to all the late nights and lazing at home le....

kittylover feeling feeling at 4:25 PM

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Plans

Been awhile since I updated...actually there is nothing much to update about. Still looking for a job and it's not easy because of the recession.

D.C and I have been looking through papers and online for jobs and going for interviews. Well so far nothing...really keeping our fingers crossed.

Do not know why but not been sleeping well recently. Guess alot of things added on to the stress and been having weird dreams and nightmares....just do not know when will all these end.

Really got to plan and start packing all our stuff as we need to move. Looking back it has been 3 years already. I will miss this place, miss all the memories, miss the freedom and mahjong sessions...guess when I move back home, need to do lots of adjustments. The thought of it is enough to stress me out already....gosh!!!!!

kittylover feeling feeling at 4:44 AM