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Monday, July 31, 2006

Celebrated Cindy's birthday last Saturday. Went to Chinatown cabaret to watch the show and support Noris and Jaye. Noris wore a denim suit which I wanted to buy badly in Bangkok but did not cause D.C said it won't fit me. Hmm..well some things that are not meant to be means its not meant to be....Cindy's mum and friends enjoyed themselves there...for me, well, was just there to support my 2 friends...nothing really fantastic. Proceed to Whynot later and was glad the whole gang was there. Everyone was happy and drank alot...I drank quite alot as well cause it was a happy occassion....seldom we all had to drink together nowadays!

After the drinking session, went back home to play mahjong with Joan and Jaron. Long time never like that liao...drink until high then go home for mahjong till afternoon. Really missed those days man! Tiring but at least I did enjoy myself!

Gary stayed over with darling. Went to pet movers to get some dog food for my 2 darlings in the late afternoon. After that went home and while waiting for Ken to come home, we had our nail painting and gossip session in cindy's room. It was so funny, like a girl pajamas party...so fun! Hope that we can contiue to have such fun more often!

p.s : My bangkok photos will be up once I get the bluetooth up!

kittylover feeling feeling at 7:07 PM

Monday, July 24, 2006

So Much Has Happened

Well, back from my holiday on the 18th July. It was a really fun trip. Had lots of fun and really enjoyed myself from the shopping to eating to massages....hmm...really do not wish to come back but cannot...cause me and D.C totally broke liao!!

Back to work on 20th and guess what? My dear immediate boss Mr. J told me that he feels I am not suitable for the job and ask me to resign. He said that I did not clear my work properly then go on long leave. Said that I am not totally focused. I was really fuming inside...come on..I am there only less than 1 month and he expects me to be perfect! Before I went on my leave, he said he will not judge me this month cause he knows that I need time to cope with the work and after my leave, he said another thing! What makes me mad was that he planned to get rid of me while I was on leave!! And best part he said he does not believe in terminating people so he ask me to resign on my own, he can still pretend to be nice by telling me he will give me a month grace to find another job!

Anyway I did not say much, all I did was just went back to my desk and gave him my resignation letter. Still fuming and angry, sms D.C and told him what happened...he also felt angry with what dirty tricks Mr.J did...including that people who back-stabbed me! Sigh, just not my day!

Went back to work today and Mr.J said that Hr could not approve me leaving immediately and I have to serve the 2 weeks notice or I have to pay the company back. Fine! I also know he will have to keep me cause month end is coming and no one is there to do all the dirty work! Then on my way home, I know Christ will come and ask me things and true enough she told me Mr. J asked her to help out cause I am leaving. Christina even asked Mr.J why he did not give me a chance and all he said was no point cause he could not work with me plus....HE WAS ANGRY THAT I WENT ON LONG LEAVE!! Please lor...I told the management before I join I will be on this leave and they agreed to it! He told Christina that he was not told about it and said that I as a new person should not go on leave! WTF!!!

Anyway, I did not make any comments and told Christ it does not matter anymore. And she is also another smiling tiger whom I could not trust. All I know is that I will do what I can do and the rest of the things I just heck care...I JUST WANT TO LEAVE THIS COMPANY FAST!!!

kittylover feeling feeling at 7:33 PM

Sunday, July 09, 2006

At Peace

Went to Whynot yesterday because it was Dett's brithday celebrations. After not clubbing for almost 4 -5months, it felt really nice to be at Whynot with the usual gang. Of course I was not spared from all the alcohol the minute I stepped into the place...everyone just started to make me drink. Got kinda high by the end of the party!

Today is spent at home, doing the laundry and keeping the house clean. D.C is really nice by letting me use the laptop while he go and sweep and clean the floor. Really appreciate that! Night time went to East Coast Park and had dinner with Ken, Cindy and her brother. Had Kenny Rogers and was happy to eat my macaroni with cheese but sad they ran out of the corn muffins! Saw alot of huskies...think they had a mini husky gathering...cool to see so many of them...Ken even mentioned we can have Singapore version of 8 below. Haha!

Was talking with Lena over msn this evening. Asked me about my past. Well told her everything and she was real shocked! Well sometimes when I think back, I could not even believe I actually went through that much and has not gone mental or died. But I did told her I do not hate that person anymore because it's already deleted data from my memory and I never felt so much happier to know I am now at peace with myself, found someone whom I totally love and he loves me for who I am and, have 2 wonderful frukids. I always belive to hate someone is very tiring and annoying and most importantly, you still have feelings for that person. Once you do not feel anything anymore, it means you have gotten over it. So Lena darling, I am sure you can stand up again and find happiness ok!! =)

kittylover feeling feeling at 1:45 AM

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Return to Work

After resting for 2 days, went back to work....as usual work was piling up waiting to fall onto me! Then Jason said that he wants to talk to me....hmm...anyway after the talk realise now on, he shall be my boss instead Christina Loh cause she is always not in the office. Then also realise that I made alot of mistakes in my closing which they rectified and highlighted to me...anyway I told Jason that I am trying my best to cope and he also feel that I will be given to August to review again cause it will not be fair to judge me now. And by then if I cannot cope, he told me maybe I should go on and take another job suitable for me. Well fair enough....I shall persist and make sure I can make it!

kittylover feeling feeling at 4:01 PM

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Jen's Birthday

Went to Jen's birthday chalet yesterday....the chalet is big and spacious. Gave her the necklace my sis made as her present and really glad that she love it. Met the rest of the gang there and had fun chatting and gambling...very long time never like that liao.....

Am on mc for yesterday and today cause got a bad flu....sigh...am happy in the sense I do not need to see the plastic people in my office and can rest but not happy cause I got lots of work to do. Well, do not want to think so much, just want to do my things and look forward to my Bangkok trip which is next Wednesday!! Hooray!! Can't wait man...this is also the first time I am going holiday with D.C....hope this trip will be a memorable one!

kittylover feeling feeling at 6:39 PM

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Crazy Day @ Work

It's Monday and today is the last day for closing of the contracts at my work place. Super busy! Then my boss (whom I seldom see in the office!) appeared in the late afternoon and told me that there will be an appraisal for me. I was like ??????......I work here less than a month and got appraisal?

Anyway, just went and spoke to my boss, well she also felt that it was unfair and told me that it was just office SOP, telling me not to worry cause this will be reviewed again in 6months' time.....anyway, my "mentor" did told her alot of things (as usual!! That Bitch!), saying I am not merticulous in my work and blah...Well, told my boss that I am still new in the job and now i trying to do everything cause no one is helping me (That Bitch went over to another dept....do files labels and went for super long lunch also do not want to help me out!) Happen somemore today closing....so no choice in the end work until 8.30 then left the office!

Now complete brain-dead...mental block! Tomorrow another busy day...still got loads of things to rush and also still got to attend Jen's birthday chalet.....DeeDee confirm got asthma and just now got another attack....guess no choice have to bring her to the vet soon...sigh!!

Enough of frustrating stuffs...my sister send me this link and it is real damn funny....so if you want to have a good laugh, click on the linnk below!
http://www.breakdancingelite.com/worlds-funniest-japan-pranks.htm

kittylover feeling feeling at 12:32 AM