Sunday, July 09, 2006

At Peace

Went to Whynot yesterday because it was Dett's brithday celebrations. After not clubbing for almost 4 -5months, it felt really nice to be at Whynot with the usual gang. Of course I was not spared from all the alcohol the minute I stepped into the place...everyone just started to make me drink. Got kinda high by the end of the party!

Today is spent at home, doing the laundry and keeping the house clean. D.C is really nice by letting me use the laptop while he go and sweep and clean the floor. Really appreciate that! Night time went to East Coast Park and had dinner with Ken, Cindy and her brother. Had Kenny Rogers and was happy to eat my macaroni with cheese but sad they ran out of the corn muffins! Saw alot of huskies...think they had a mini husky gathering...cool to see so many of them...Ken even mentioned we can have Singapore version of 8 below. Haha!

Was talking with Lena over msn this evening. Asked me about my past. Well told her everything and she was real shocked! Well sometimes when I think back, I could not even believe I actually went through that much and has not gone mental or died. But I did told her I do not hate that person anymore because it's already deleted data from my memory and I never felt so much happier to know I am now at peace with myself, found someone whom I totally love and he loves me for who I am and, have 2 wonderful frukids. I always belive to hate someone is very tiring and annoying and most importantly, you still have feelings for that person. Once you do not feel anything anymore, it means you have gotten over it. So Lena darling, I am sure you can stand up again and find happiness ok!! =)
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``Play Mahjong
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