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Sunday, July 11, 2010

Recently been tied down by work....yes I am currently helping out a friend running events. So far it has been really busy but I am enjoying it because this is what I wanted.

But sad to say so, as I am trying to take flight in my career, I am not getting much support from my family. Often not they think that I am bumming around doing nothing, or they think that I am doing something illegal or stupid outside. I have tried so hard to explain but as time goes by, I got tired of explaining. So in the end, I just chose to keep quiet. Yes my working hours are seriously irregular and often not requires me to stay out and not able to go home for days. But that does not mean I DO NOT care for my dogs and my love ones.

Battling with work stress is heavy enough...and I still got to battle home stress. I am so mentally and physically tired. Want to let it all go and cry it out loud but I can't even do so....guess I have come to this stage whereby everything is already numbed.

I am just simply a human being, a woman. Yes I might be bubbly, cheerful and often the clown of the crowd, but deep down I am still but a woman. I do have my soft and down sides too. I yearn for love, yearn for care and yearn for hugs. Yearn for someone to tell me that I have done well and give me a pat on my shoulder or hug me and tell me it's alright when I have done wrong.

Anyway, will be moving out of Simei soon. Let's hope after I hve shifted out, things will be better for me.

kittylover feeling feeling at 5:56 PM

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``Bernardina Siak
``6th December
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``Sleep
``Eat
``Play with DeeDee, ToTo and Rusty
``Play PC Games
``Play Mahjong
``Go out with Friends
``Just be with my darling

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``Cockroaches
``Mosquitoes
``Cheaters
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Wish list

``Hello Kitty Merchandise
``$$$$$$$
``Tour around the world
``Full Spa package
``Get Full Back Tattoo

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