Monday, July 30, 2012
Everything is starting nicely. Met a wonderful person and never in my life would I dream she will just do whatever it takes to just dote on me and love me. It sounds almost unreal and unrealistic.
I am glad that I found someone who is able to take care of me and let me have m
Happiness. Life is much pretty more exciting and happy with her. I really do hope that things will work out fine. Keeping my fingers crossed.
kittylover feeling feeling at 9:48 AM
Friday, July 27, 2012
New Beginning
Got to know Audrey a week ago and it was a nice feeling. Never would I expect a week later I am actually already staying over at her place. Yes it's really nice to let someone take care of you and love you. I really appreciate all that she has done.
But I am taking it slowly. Maybe cause DC hurt me too much and things are happening too fast. I do not want to rush things and hope that everything will turn out well. Yes I am trying to accept another relationship in my life. Not that I do not like her but it seriously takes time. I am just afraid of things turning sour after a few years down the road. Seriously I do not have anymore 7 years to give and in the end I end up being back to square 1 again. But I am really trying my best and honestly I am really touched by all the things she did for me. I really really appreciate. Hopefully this bud will continue to bloom. :)
kittylover feeling feeling at 11:29 AM
Tuesday, July 17, 2012
9th anniversary
At long last I saw DC n the new gf at Sky's anniversary. It was funny how she can pretended not to see me and even talk to me. 7 years and I realise she can just pretend nothing has happened.
Really tired of rs. Gracz is also avoiding me. She kinda like not wanting to talk to me or care. Her excuse was also busy. I told myself well then just let it go..maybe that's the best solution.
Joan got into a rs with Hong. It was just so weird. But am happy she found her happiness. Hopefully it will not be short-lived.
I shall just be with myself n friends. No more rs. At least I do not get hurt. Plus my friends are enough. They are still the best. Hope TXF will be happy together!! Woots!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 2:53 PM
Tuesday, July 10, 2012
Things happen for a reason?
Getting physically and mentally tired. Guess when it comes to the matters of the heart, I seriously have no more strength to carry on with the 'chasing' games. Things happen for a reason like what most say. But honestly if you can't even find the reason, what's there to wait for to happen? I just want to escape it all, find a nice place and seek my Ownself back...
kittylover feeling feeling at 10:10 PM
Tuesday, July 03, 2012
Love or Be Loved
To be loved is very fortunate. But to love is a very special feeling. Net Jean and yes she is cute and sweet but I can't find myself falling in love. She is too young and innocent. I am fortunate when she said she wants me but, my heart is totally occupied by someone...I know it's not going to be smooth sailing and Infact, it might not last but, I simply can't stop. I tried. I tried throwing G put of mind and treated Jean nice. But somehow, deep down..I still miss G. Haizz
kittylover feeling feeling at 3:51 PM
