This year's Chinese New Year also happened to be Valentine's Day but this year for both occasions, it was a quiet affair for me. Everyday was at Chinatown helping out with my Aunt's stall...I must say it's quite an experience which I will not forget.
Parents happened to go to Hong Kong and so there is no celebrations. Best part was that there was a quarrel session on the 2nd day with my uncle which made is even miserable..luckily, I still have my friends who never fail to cheer me up no matter what....really thankful to them, I had nice dinners and at least felt that this Chinese New Year isn't so miserable after all.
Misery can cause one into more hatred...and when the hatred grows, you will get more depressed. I have gone through that before and trust me, it's never easy getting out it...I even come to one point whereby I felt that no one on this earth will ever understand me and no one on this earth love and care for me...I even became over-sensitive and started to think that all my friends are turning their backs against me, talking bad about me and starting to ignore me.
Luckily I managed to snap out of this situation...know why I am writing all these? Well a very good friend of mine now is behaving like that. It really frustrates everyone because he thinks that everyone is forsaking him...well we have not forsaken you, it's just that right now you are forsaking us because you cannot overcome yourself...do hope that one day, you will be able to snap out of your misery and learn how to be happy....I will pray hard for you. And no matter what, you are still part of "OUR FAMILY" and, we still LOVE you....
kittylover feeling feeling at 3:58 AM
``Bernardina Siak
``6th December
``bernardinasiak@yahoo.com.sg
løvin'
``Hello Kitty merchandise
``Sleep
``Eat
``Play with DeeDee, ToTo and Rusty
``Play PC Games
``Play Mahjong
``Go out with Friends
``Just be with my darling