Feeling really cranky today.....do not know why...maybe it might be due to not enough sleep, maybe it's PMS, maybe it's unseen stress....I seriously do not know...all I know is that after work, I dragged myself myself home, clean up the house, feed my 3 rascals, Cookie and Monster and also my fishes and mini lobsters until I saw one dead! Made me feel even more irritated cause it just shed it's shell and it died...damn!
Even after a hot bath, I still did not feel much better at all....usually after a hot bath I will feel very relaxed but not today....how like that? Think I shall gorge myself with Happy Food! Chocolates and Ice-cream...here I come!!!!!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 12:32 AM
Life has been mundane all these while...besides work, its still work...mondays are my off day and its usually run errands or just laze around at home or go catch prawns....come to think of it, ever since I came back from Austria, I have never clubbed....maybe I ought to go and take a look at how St Jame's powerhouse look like...call me mountain tortise but seriously I never been to any of the new clubs...so who want to bring me there?
Went to Ked's birthday chalet last Friday...it was really fun because it has been a long time we had a gathering with everyone around....
Soon it's going to be Mum's 60th birthday next month...come to think of it mum is already 60! She is going to hold a big birthday bash...actually wanted to ask Jaye to help me do a mini drag show for her but too bad Jaye is busy on that day...I am really glad that my relationship with my dad and mum has termendously improved since the day I left that bastard...do hope my mum will be very happy on her birthday...now the biggest headache...do not know what to get for her on her birthday..hmm maybe you all can give me some suggestions? Anyway no matter what I realised one thing...whatever wrong you have done, your family will never desert you...they will always standby and support you always...I am glad I never loose my family because of one bastard! Mum...I LOVE YOU!!
Recently my sister told me that that ex-bastard msn and told her that he knew that me and DC got a fine for throwing a cigarette butt in the flower bed. He told my sister that the one who fined me was his so called "friend"......why can't this bastard can't leave me alone? He is so pathetic! It's already so many years and he still cannot let it go....
Anyway the past sometimes does haunt me...thinking back, without my friends and family, I do not think I will have the courage to stand up and continue to live....and really am thankful I am still alive and living a very happy and peaceful life.
Ok enough said...today I went to the shop and guess what? One female hamster gave birth to 5 baby hammies!!! They are so adorable and cute...best par I did not realise it until I went to feed the mother. Quickly I separated the male hamster and then went on to see the babies...the mother hamster even let me stroke her and the babies...haha...seeing the pink furless and blind creatures makes me real happy!! Even though my bosses are demanding and business-minded, but I enjoy working in the petshop where I can see customer's dogs and also all the little cute hamsters....told DC if got money I want to open one petshop myself!!
Well dreams are always dreams.....
kittylover feeling feeling at 12:01 AM
Ok been a seriously long time since I updated this blog...
Been busy with my new job as a petshop assistant. The shop is just at my house downstairs so its very convenient..but the bosses are quite demanding...so I shall work and see how things goes...
Other than work, nowadays there isn't much...mondays are my only day off and usually I stay at home and laze around or go out to run some errands..occasionally watch a movie. Most recent one is ratatooee...very nice cartoon!
I recently adopted 2 little hamsters thanks to my friend....alos got 3 goldfishes...it was suppose to be 5 but 2 died the day after I brought them home...think it must the water.. anyway my 2 hamsters are male hamsters and they are called Cookie and Monster....cute right? As for the goldfishes, I will have to think of names for them...Anyway once I have the pics I will post them up ok!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 10:54 PM
``Bernardina Siak
``6th December
``bernardinasiak@yahoo.com.sg
løvin'
``Hello Kitty merchandise
``Sleep
``Eat
``Play with DeeDee, ToTo and Rusty
``Play PC Games
``Play Mahjong
``Go out with Friends
``Just be with my darling