23rd September...received an sms from my sister saying my ganduncle is lying in the hospital critical. He had liver cancer and is not going to make it. He passed away on the 24th September...was real sad to hear that but at least he was not in much pain and died peacefully with whole family around him.
Went to work as per normal another sms from my sister..told me now my grandauntie also lying in hospital. Condition of her cancer turned for the worst...rushed all the way there...nearly could not recognise her anymore. She dotes on me when I was young. She was semi-conscious and could only hear her moan and moan due to the pain. It hurts me real bad to see her suffering like that.
Life...always so fragile and yet humans never learn to treasure it until something goes wrong...maybe I am getting old..I hate to see love ones suffering and dying....Grandma kept rubbing her sister...telling her its ok and telling her to be strong...sigh....really hope that she does not have to suffer anymore and get well soon.
kittylover feeling feeling at 1:53 PM
Getting lots of stress recently.....seems like everything is going to turn topsy turvy....sigh...beginning to feel like a rubber band...being stretched to the max already....I do hope I will not be like the band, over stretch then snap! If that happens, hell will break loose!!
Rusty was recently quite sick. Well he was sent for sterilization last week. Then this week, due to a low resistance, he has a relatively weak immune system. He got real sick with high fever, vomitting and poopoo with blood. Sent him to the vet and luckily, he got much better.
Had my presentation last night and was real glad the lecturer was impressed by it...ok at least all the hard work and late nights paid off!
Work ma...still ok la...at least I am coping well. Of course there are hiccups and office politics but like I say, I can't possibly make everyone like me and I am just a part-timer here. So I just do my job and end of the day get paid and that's it.
My shoulder blades are hurting real bad again. Guess it's due to stress and also the space constrain in the office, hence the way I sit and work is really akward. Of course staring at the computer for hours contributes to it as well.
Recently my family got into some trouble all thanks to my dear Aunty. Sigh...when will she learn and also get rid of the stupid and useless idiotic man? Sometimes I just wish all those useless, unfaithful,idiotic bastards would just disappear from this earth!
Ok enough of my crap...time to get back to work.
kittylover feeling feeling at 10:55 AM
Well my weekend was spent doing my assingment and then playing mahjong...the only fulfilling day was yesterday where we went to Pulau Ubin.
As usual we ate mee rebus and mee siam there...always so sedap! Jaye was with us the first time and can see he likes it very much. When we reached to Cindy's granny's temple, that is where we all felt so at home. We were lucky as there were some chinese physicians who does sports massages for people. Jaye,Ken and I went and had one. Although my shoulder blades hurt like hell (now still hurting!!), it was good cause after the massage, can feel the release of tension. Jaye as usual, was looking out for feathers and manage to get some parrot feathers. Should see the smile on his face!!
Today at work was relatively busy which is good cause, time was easier to pass...later going to meet my project mates to finish up the PR assignment. Well exams coming soon, have to take leave to study man!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 4:50 PM
Went to dinner at ECP last night with Jaye,Cindy and Ken. Had Kenny Rogers and at last manage to eat my corn muffin!!
After that, Cindy went tobuy an remote control helicopter for Ken. Then soon after we saw a freaky incident. A guy with his husky walked past. Suddenly we heard screams and the husky got a cat in his mouth. The cat belongs to the pushcart owner. Both tried to save the cat but the husky just fling and fling the cat like a ragdoll in its mouth. After hitting the husky a few times, it let go of the poor cat...the cat ran away to some places while its owner just ran after it but could not find it....she was crying and the place was full of blood...me and Cindy just got too shocked.
Sigh...although I do not love cats as much as dogs, I just felt so upset seeing it. The poor cat...got babies somemore...wonder whether it will be alright...but she is badly injured..do not know she will survive it all...hope God bless her and really give her 9 lives.
kittylover feeling feeling at 9:39 AM
Ok..I went fro an interview last Friday and got myself a 7 months contract job at Brother.
Well manage to survive this first day. Waited almost 1 hour before I was introducred to the other colleagues and being a Japanese company, my boss just asked everyone to stand up while he told them I am joining them, he asked me to intro myself. Shock! All I managed to do was to say my name and then thanks and SMILE! Most of my colleagues were amused.
And the best part...so long my period never come...out of the blue today come! STRESS!! Of all days man...so irritated and also have to endure all the stupid cramps....damn!
After lunch was the most difficult time to pass cause was terribly sleepy...almost nodded off so many times...sigh..must train myself to sleep earlier today!
kittylover feeling feeling at 5:43 PM
``Bernardina Siak
``6th December
``bernardinasiak@yahoo.com.sg
løvin'
``Hello Kitty merchandise
``Sleep
``Eat
``Play with DeeDee, ToTo and Rusty
``Play PC Games
``Play Mahjong
``Go out with Friends
``Just be with my darling