Dedicate this post to my mum...was Mother's Day yesterday and I called to wish her...Mum, ever the very cute character....told her my problems that I faced over here in Austria.
Mum will still be mum, no matter how naughty,rude,rebellious I was, she still love me the same. Every time I would disappoint her and yet in her own ways, she will let me know she is always there for me...of course she will be angry and be shouting and screaming at me but deep down I know it hurts her just as bad. To a mum, once you are her child, you will forever be her child no matter what...and like what my granny always say :"Rear a child 100days, you will always worry for them 99days." That's how great parents are!
Talking to her yesterday brought tears to my eyes...because not only I missed her, she also comforted me when she knew how terrible I was feeling...telling me not to think so much and told me if I really cannot take it just go home. Of course asked me to talk to my aunt first. But no matter what is my decision, she will support me.
Just feel so good to hear all these...for those who do not know, I always been the rebellious child, not wanting to listen to her and made many mistakes in life. She was still telling me yesterday if only I listened to her last time, things will not be that wrong for me...well I told her I was sorry but I also told her, if I did not take this path, I will not know alot of good friends and also will not know what I have did was wrong..she agreed..haha.
Well after the talk I felt so much better..she was even ready to talk to my aunt if I can't do it...I told her one thing...I am grown up now, I will settle this problem. I told her I call to let her know so that there will not be misunderstandings as I still respect my aunt.
I think she also felt that I am different now, at least I am no more the rebellious person, always calling her to talk about things.
Oh yes I called my granny too and wished her...really nice to talk to my granny! Telling me about how she was recently and all. Told her about what happened over my side, she told me the same as what my mum told me..
Anyway just want to say MUMMY I LOVE YOU!!
kittylover feeling feeling at 5:01 PM
``Bernardina Siak
``6th December
``bernardinasiak@yahoo.com.sg
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``Play with DeeDee, ToTo and Rusty
``Play PC Games
``Play Mahjong
``Go out with Friends
``Just be with my darling